Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Why? I suppose because I felt I had better write something... I am getting so out of date and one should keep up. Hard when I have so little to say... although I did spend two hours talking to my younger sister on... must have been Tuesday night, as LOST was playing in the background. I might have cut her off, but I knew I could watch it on my computer. Still haven't seen the program that followed (V) but I suppose I will. Strange to have a TV again... I spent a lovely long time not having TV... I got so much done.
I fear I am going through one of my periods of depression again... perhaps because I am not talking to Whitney every other day or so... perhaps just late reaction to the disappearance of Kirk. Add a Who to that Why. I'm sorry they managed to kill off the LOST people and program... I rather liked it... and I despise the horrible 'reality' shows that will replace it and most of the other shows. TV in the summer is not worth watching, although I shall probably continue to watch the news programs, including the BBC... and a couple of other programs on PBS.......
Also seem to have hit the wall in my writing life... my poems, when I can urge them out, do not please me at all. Although Nancy liked the one I did manage for Monday... it was sort of a silly rhyming thing... not at all her type of poem. I must get busy, as we have a reading to do in June and I shall have to have some sort of 'topical' thing... probably about the great oil spill in the Gulf or anything else I can find of a topical nature... another in the nursery rhyme series... or maybe I can find some other style of poem to play with.........
I seem to live in regret... I regret that I have not had a hair cut in -- my god, it must be years... I regret that I have not cleaned out the cupboards and thrown many things away... I regret that I have not learned how to get things onto eBay and gotten rid of them... I guess it is time to rid myself of a lot of things... including all that are causing my depression... I'd better get with it!!
I fear I am going through one of my periods of depression again... perhaps because I am not talking to Whitney every other day or so... perhaps just late reaction to the disappearance of Kirk. Add a Who to that Why. I'm sorry they managed to kill off the LOST people and program... I rather liked it... and I despise the horrible 'reality' shows that will replace it and most of the other shows. TV in the summer is not worth watching, although I shall probably continue to watch the news programs, including the BBC... and a couple of other programs on PBS.......
Also seem to have hit the wall in my writing life... my poems, when I can urge them out, do not please me at all. Although Nancy liked the one I did manage for Monday... it was sort of a silly rhyming thing... not at all her type of poem. I must get busy, as we have a reading to do in June and I shall have to have some sort of 'topical' thing... probably about the great oil spill in the Gulf or anything else I can find of a topical nature... another in the nursery rhyme series... or maybe I can find some other style of poem to play with.........
I seem to live in regret... I regret that I have not had a hair cut in -- my god, it must be years... I regret that I have not cleaned out the cupboards and thrown many things away... I regret that I have not learned how to get things onto eBay and gotten rid of them... I guess it is time to rid myself of a lot of things... including all that are causing my depression... I'd better get with it!!
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